Testing out

Testuing out blogging from mail. Hope it work.

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Thought of the day

I've just realize dat being a working mother is not easy.

Taking care of my own 8 year old younger brother is already a though time. Let alone raising a child. Surely it's gonna be very though. Getting back from work every day in a tired mood n body will surely make u grumpy. On top of dat u need to handle the hse chores n also melayan family. Hurm.. I dnt think it's my time for all of dat.

For the moment i'm only helping my mom with some of the chores n also i need to layan my siblings once in a while, which is when mummy went to bed early. This alone is teaching me dat it is going to be hard to be a working mom. I mean, i was tired with the day long work n my lil bro is putting up some act dat really test ur patience. Dat alone makes me feel grumpy, hw am i suppose to handle my own child later?

It really shows dat i'm totally not ready to hv a child. I still need to learn a lot more in controlling my emotion being stronger for the family. For nw, i believe dat i need to train myself for the future. =)

Go future mummy!

Need help..

Still have'nt find the right apps for iphone for blogging.. Nw posting thru the normal way by going thru safari.. Haih.. Hw to post frequently at the blog.. Huu.. Somebody help!!

testing out

Huh.. Just got my i phone! Thanx to daddy,, hee.. So nw testing out dis app.. Really hope dat dis will help me to be a more consistent blogger..

blabbering

I know i sucks at updating blog, but I need someone to talk to.. (n talking to the web n the whole wide world is a good thing? no choice.. gotta let it out.. huhu..)

First, its the damn FREAKING result which do not wanna come out yet. Senate already approve it this evining, come out already u FREAKISH result system. It's driving me NUTS the whole day long! and now I wont hv my beauty sleep tonite.. waa.. ='(

Then, it is my STUPID feeling. I find out y ex already have a gf. Since when? no idea. But I shouldnt be having any feeling towards it rite? I mean I LOVE my current bf n I love him a lot.. He is even billions time better than that stupid guy.I really hv no idea why am I feeling dis way. Maybe its because he end up with the girl that trigger my instinct in the first place to broke up with. I mean its a gud thing rite? at least u are the one who ended up the relationship rather than he ended it up then u find out he's with that girl and u ended up hurting urself a lot more. Looking at the bright side I'm with a GREAT guy now. Someone who pays a lot more attention to me than he is. Humm... Kesian ayg,, He have to layan all my kerenah and he still be patient with me.. he even has a very high level of trust of me.. shouldnt let him down.. we've been thru a lot of ups and downs since we were friend back then.. Love u dear.. sorry for having this stupid thought in the first place.. hey, i'm feeling better.. see.. when u let things out it'll be better.. =)

Look at the sunshine in ur life and forget the storm u left behind....