blabbering

I know i sucks at updating blog, but I need someone to talk to.. (n talking to the web n the whole wide world is a good thing? no choice.. gotta let it out.. huhu..)

First, its the damn FREAKING result which do not wanna come out yet. Senate already approve it this evining, come out already u FREAKISH result system. It's driving me NUTS the whole day long! and now I wont hv my beauty sleep tonite.. waa.. ='(

Then, it is my STUPID feeling. I find out y ex already have a gf. Since when? no idea. But I shouldnt be having any feeling towards it rite? I mean I LOVE my current bf n I love him a lot.. He is even billions time better than that stupid guy.I really hv no idea why am I feeling dis way. Maybe its because he end up with the girl that trigger my instinct in the first place to broke up with. I mean its a gud thing rite? at least u are the one who ended up the relationship rather than he ended it up then u find out he's with that girl and u ended up hurting urself a lot more. Looking at the bright side I'm with a GREAT guy now. Someone who pays a lot more attention to me than he is. Humm... Kesian ayg,, He have to layan all my kerenah and he still be patient with me.. he even has a very high level of trust of me.. shouldnt let him down.. we've been thru a lot of ups and downs since we were friend back then.. Love u dear.. sorry for having this stupid thought in the first place.. hey, i'm feeling better.. see.. when u let things out it'll be better.. =)

Look at the sunshine in ur life and forget the storm u left behind....