Thought of the day

I've just realize dat being a working mother is not easy.

Taking care of my own 8 year old younger brother is already a though time. Let alone raising a child. Surely it's gonna be very though. Getting back from work every day in a tired mood n body will surely make u grumpy. On top of dat u need to handle the hse chores n also melayan family. Hurm.. I dnt think it's my time for all of dat.

For the moment i'm only helping my mom with some of the chores n also i need to layan my siblings once in a while, which is when mummy went to bed early. This alone is teaching me dat it is going to be hard to be a working mom. I mean, i was tired with the day long work n my lil bro is putting up some act dat really test ur patience. Dat alone makes me feel grumpy, hw am i suppose to handle my own child later?

It really shows dat i'm totally not ready to hv a child. I still need to learn a lot more in controlling my emotion being stronger for the family. For nw, i believe dat i need to train myself for the future. =)

Go future mummy!